Coming by here hasn't been as pleasant as before, I am not sure why - but I would think it might have been attributed to the job. It is hard having to derive pleasure from things assigned. It is tough to push forward with the belief that the decision made was right. It is painful to experience the backlash.

I think it is the ego within that is manipulating, seeing someone taking a two-fold leap forward but day-on-day you get sweeped nowhere but backwards, STINGS - undoubtedly both within and out. Temperamental, impartial, childish, I might have displayed - but have you been fair?

The faux front, the pretentious show of affection and the hypocritical actions, I fear the outburst coming from inside.

The joy you expressed when I seemingly turned down the fake invitation, speaks volumes. Indeed, actions do speak louder than words. Yet another disappointment you knowingly or unknowingly inflicted on me.

P.S. I am really really really sorry Andrea..........

Me :D
08 August
House of the LORD
still Financially strained and dependent

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