Please teach me the essence of good interpersonal skill. Ha! (:

Down as I am, never beaten, never ready to give up.
Trying but never too much.
Need help, but never helpless.

OMGawd! The stupid flu is really getting in the way man!

Work part-time is no mean feat when working under people who solely care about if there is someone to open the shop, irregarding and totally dismissing the health status of fellow workers. They can be rather self-centered and very very unfortunately practice favourtism towards part-timers who are their friends. So evident that it stinks at times!

I bet if I done the same act, I prolly get lambasted with "unpleasantries", to think you still have the cheek to say "don't last minute say you cannot make it". Since when did I fail to turn up? Be thankful that I honour my word, not like that friend of yours.

I am merely putting up because I need the $$$ and figured you guys have been gracious in hiring me despite a lousy timetable of mine and considerate during my examinations. I just felt I needed to return the favour, but it is thinning, I tell you.

K, really sorry for not being able to help. really.

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I am angry and disappointed at myself for not calling A and it stings and tugs at my guilt until now. I really wanted to ring you but you did not reply to my sms. Sorry A.

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Oh well....... a new phone did make things a little better and this video clip lifted my mood by loads.

So if you guys have some spare time, give this little boy a chance at the grand prize! Vote for him now! (:

URL: http://ch8.mediacorptv.com/wonderbaby/votefinal.php?wk=2&vid=3

He oozes cuteness, I tell ya.

- Thank you Lord for picking me up -

It's crazy I tell you! The anguish bug never fails to bite everytime after any exam papers. At least for me, that is.

It's the time of the year again, I am dead worried+anxious+stressedup+freakedout.... it is indeed a lethal combination of all possible emotions you can experience from the aftermath of a "i-think-i-cannot-make-it-through" examinations. 6th of June, yes, that the date that puts a full stop to all these! I dread it but I do not fear it. Oh boy, indeed am I feeling screwed up, but I am thankful My Lord is carrying me through.

Recently, I am humbled by the many blessings my Saviour has given me, and, seriously, trust in the saying to "count your many blessings!" (: Though these blessings might come in the form of nitty-gritty stuff, I am teaching myself to be always mindful that these are also the work of My Father. Below is a list that I randomly thought of the many blessings I received. (in no particular order, told you random already la)

1) Malaysia Trip - it was not so much the trip, but the people I went with that rock!
2) My cousin's getting married
3) A really wonderful cell group - I cannot expressed how grateful I am for the prayer chain. (:
4) I am healthy
5) Upcoming Taiwan Trip
6) Peer acceptance
7) Great family
8) Wonderful khakis
9) Exams are over
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The list never ends......... (:

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Sometimes I think I fence myself up too much, trying to protect myself from getting hurt, maybe? I force myself to put on a mask I know does not reflect the real me, I don't know why it happens, it might be an accumulation of my life's experiences... I prolly might just need a brush up in PR skills and to establish and build better relationships with my friends to solve MYSELF. - just my thoughts right at this point of time, 19-05-2007, Saturday, 3:41am

(P.S. I just lost all you guys' blog URLs, a very clever me, conveniently tried to change my blog'd layout, and *spoof* it was gone for nuts. For those of you who do bother visiting this place, do leave your URLs for me)

Will blog about my Malaysia trip when I get the pics! (:

- My faith never wavers -

Me :D
08 August
House of the LORD
still Financially strained and dependent

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