It sucks totally when you try to "out-smart" yourself and try to manipulate things that you know at the back of your mind is DOOMED.

It sucks when you try real hard but you gain nothing positive, but a smack in the face.

It sucks when you feel so guilty for things you know you shouldn't have done.

It sucks when I am not near my Lord and am not getting closer.

It sucks when you read too much into things and realise you are just a total pain in the ass.

SLAP ME! I can barely contain how much I dislike myself in this current state of shit.

Give me time to recover. I need a ear, a tissue, a shoulder, a hanky, a call.

Me :D
08 August
House of the LORD
still Financially strained and dependent

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