It's crazy I tell you! The anguish bug never fails to bite everytime after any exam papers. At least for me, that is.

It's the time of the year again, I am dead worried+anxious+stressedup+freakedout.... it is indeed a lethal combination of all possible emotions you can experience from the aftermath of a "i-think-i-cannot-make-it-through" examinations. 6th of June, yes, that the date that puts a full stop to all these! I dread it but I do not fear it. Oh boy, indeed am I feeling screwed up, but I am thankful My Lord is carrying me through.

Recently, I am humbled by the many blessings my Saviour has given me, and, seriously, trust in the saying to "count your many blessings!" (: Though these blessings might come in the form of nitty-gritty stuff, I am teaching myself to be always mindful that these are also the work of My Father. Below is a list that I randomly thought of the many blessings I received. (in no particular order, told you random already la)

1) Malaysia Trip - it was not so much the trip, but the people I went with that rock!
2) My cousin's getting married
3) A really wonderful cell group - I cannot expressed how grateful I am for the prayer chain. (:
4) I am healthy
5) Upcoming Taiwan Trip
6) Peer acceptance
7) Great family
8) Wonderful khakis
9) Exams are over
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The list never ends......... (:

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Sometimes I think I fence myself up too much, trying to protect myself from getting hurt, maybe? I force myself to put on a mask I know does not reflect the real me, I don't know why it happens, it might be an accumulation of my life's experiences... I prolly might just need a brush up in PR skills and to establish and build better relationships with my friends to solve MYSELF. - just my thoughts right at this point of time, 19-05-2007, Saturday, 3:41am

(P.S. I just lost all you guys' blog URLs, a very clever me, conveniently tried to change my blog'd layout, and *spoof* it was gone for nuts. For those of you who do bother visiting this place, do leave your URLs for me)

Will blog about my Malaysia trip when I get the pics! (:

- My faith never wavers -

Me :D
08 August
House of the LORD
still Financially strained and dependent

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