It is getting a tad dysfunctional in here - need to seek refuge again.

I like it here, away from the public eye, don't have to suck it in.

Just when I thought I got what I want, I falter and get embroiled in yet another round of confusion.

Argh, tell me, should it be bye-bye time to comfort zone, to lovely peeps and that Marina Bay structure?

I need some help here.

Coming by here hasn't been as pleasant as before, I am not sure why - but I would think it might have been attributed to the job. It is hard having to derive pleasure from things assigned. It is tough to push forward with the belief that the decision made was right. It is painful to experience the backlash.

I think it is the ego within that is manipulating, seeing someone taking a two-fold leap forward but day-on-day you get sweeped nowhere but backwards, STINGS - undoubtedly both within and out. Temperamental, impartial, childish, I might have displayed - but have you been fair?

The faux front, the pretentious show of affection and the hypocritical actions, I fear the outburst coming from inside.

The joy you expressed when I seemingly turned down the fake invitation, speaks volumes. Indeed, actions do speak louder than words. Yet another disappointment you knowingly or unknowingly inflicted on me.

P.S. I am really really really sorry Andrea..........

I so farkingly detest that giant structural obstruction that I wish it will not take flight.

Me bad, they are worst.

It takes one to know one, so dear - yet he disappointed me. Honestly.

Manipulated by Barney(?): A regret.

A nice lady in disguise?

Played prank that broke heart, a raw nerve touched.

Hate the baby teachings, detest the instructions, dislike the place. The sayangs didn't help.

Where's the tact? Game over, say bye-bye soon - got the guts?

Probably the lowest it can get... crybaby strong like a bull!

Thank you, Uncle and Yin for the prep talk, puke infusing car ride, shadow at Haw Par Villa, guidance from Boss, the strong battle partner and a wonderful dinner. AWESOME-LI-CIOUS!

Lord, I pray for strength, guidance and direction. I pray for humility and tolerance.

A much-needed social entertainment. The lovely souls :)







And so this was how it felt to wear a mortar board...







08.08.08, welcome to the double 2 club.

Starting to experience the intensity that age is actually catching up and there are thousand and one things left unfulfilled. Oh well, but then again, with age comes wisdom :)

Thanks for the many kind gestures to remember my day, particularly made easier with the Olympics. The knowledge of existence is sweet and I cannot give enough thanks to God for these people who remembered.

A little melodrama, let's skip a beat.

PR girl as Fran terms and even she calls me "siao char bo" with the whole chunk of toys - courtesy of Mr Wong. Adjusting and am still adjusting into the PR department, Yin is wonderful and I cannot be more fortunate. Ex-ex-boss has been pushing hard for opportunities and I am seriously contented. :)

Meeting the media has been challenging, treading on unfamiliar waters is as tough as it sounds.

Val's facing some issues I faced and I hope I can help in one way or another because I felt that way before.

God has been very wonderful to me and I need perservance to stay on track for verses that have lagged behind. Time does indeed need to be managed.

Graduation soon, we want that mortar and scroll.

Me :D
08 August
House of the LORD
still Financially strained and dependent

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